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Manny Rodriguez
on Sunday, August 29, 2010
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I'm now in a new location @ SIGELsWay.info
Don't change instrumental - Musiq soulchild
Starts on 23 sec's. link to inst. on bottom
When time is done knocking at my door,
and visions stop blurring me,
imma try to pick myself up of the floor,
long enough to see where I'm heading,
cause life is nothing more than ups and downs,
to see what were truly made of,
who's to say that the reasons aren't there, to walk towards the light we all fear
but I'm stronger, defeated monsters,
that you haven't seen in your wildest dreams,
nights were fonder, felt warmer,
when you weren't just a distant memory
I'm stronger, defeated monsters,
that you haven't seen in your wildest dreams,
nights were fonder, felt warmer,
when you weren't just a distant memory,
tell who me who i have to kill,
to show you what i feel deep in my heart cant be concealed,
cause time, cause time was on my side,
felt it in my veins, seen it thru my eyes,
oh stop the reasons why, from clouding up my mind,
cause the signs were all there, written in the air
in swirls of content but those i managed to smear.
and tho i try to contain it, try contain it
it just leaks out thru the cracks
although my life seems Jaded,
it's faded by the thought of you never comin back
and tho i try to contain it, try contain it
it just leaks out thru the cracks
although my life seems Jaded,
faded by the thought of you never comin back
moments i missed,
that first kiss,
what could of been and what if
could of changed for the better if i just would of stayed
moments i missed,
a second kiss,
you were my heaven fallen gift
but then i breath again and know your gone for good
but I'm stronger, defeated monsters,
in my wildest dreams,
nights were fonder, felt warmer,
now just a distant memory
but I'm stronger, defeated monsters,
in my wildest dreams,
nights were fonder, felt warmer,
but your just a distant memory
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Song; not rap lol. This was something i only had the first two words written in a note pad in my room from like 3-4 years ago, decided to finish it cause nothing in life worth remembering is worth forgetting. Never regret something squishy that once made u smile.
From my heart
We have one life, one chance to make a change, to leave a foot print in the sand, see who we are, set an example, fall in love, dream our dreams, change our changes, live our life the way we want to, im not talking about clothing or fast cars.. no.
i mean those things that make you literally see your soul in the mirror. i crave life; i desire it, i've been thru so much to not be anyone in this lifetime.
no i dont know if theres a God, or if were all just part of a never ending cycle, all i know is that i want to live. My life; 20 years have bought me to this moment. i've had nightmares wide awake tonight reliving the past, the fights, the beatings, the humiliations, the torment, the day i almost lost my life from a stray bullet, the day i swore i wouldnt walk again for about a month lying in a hospital bed, the struggles, the pain, the anguish.
I've had my body go into relapse right before my eyes tonight, i broke myself down, no.. not like before, i sat here and asked myself questions, real definitive questions, questions no one but me can ask myself.
i am strong, i am weak, i am able, i am condemned, i am forsaken, i am loved.
this is the only true definition of life, love, lust, emotions, without emotions we wouldn't see the beauty in what we treasure most, what attracts us to our soul mate if thats what you want to call it, cause for they are also in a journey of self seeking empowerment.
never forget; we and we only are the director, writer, actor in our own play & must choose to freely exemplify how we endear it. in this hectic life we must take a stand and just fall victim to the flowing wind that drifts us to where we want to be.
this is my legacy, this is my sound, this is the ever beating flash of abundance that's rebound,
from hill top, to capitol chivalry, i want to be remembered by who i came to be.
Nas-The world is yours instrumental.
Starts at 27 secs.
Know I'm the swift lyrical Gandhi, spit on the corner,
keep it movin trespassing my mind see' it's a crime g,
get's you no where, I'm ignorant? Au contrair,
are you confused by frequency of what's under the hair,
spark again' genius,
feel it in the air like Sinclair in the stairs got rocked by his lair, it wasn't fair.
they was eyin him before he ever even fuckin got there,
40 minutes later all you hearin is helicopters.
so i wear what i see as a shield, cause life's nothing more than wrong right's, turn the wheel.
and strike a deal,
stay real, not dolled up,
fake niggas flop, get crushed then get rolled up,
blown up's the mission, im in tip top condition,
to make surgical incisions makin niggas need physicians
who's world is this? (it's yours)
it's mine, it's mine, it's mine.
Angels Beat.
Angeles tocando mi ventana,
por la manana, de madrugada y cuando el sol no salga,
se approvechan de mis pensamientos, te cuento,
que no quieren que me llegue un mal que yo presiento,
viene por la esquina, me dicen mira,
date alas que de aqui no saldras tu con vida,
attencion no pongo,
porque mi destino yo lo escribo siendo el tipo con clandestino a siempre ser un idolo,
asi que me quedo yo, escalando la fortuna hasta que personalmente yo vea a dios.
se te'eleve, y crece tu sense's, te arrepiente's, de no saber que soy aquel que llega a ser tu Jefe.
detente, soy Jerente por ahora, llego la hora de hacer mi's movimiento's y agarro mi pistola.
le reso a la virgen, salgo por la puerta, con esperanza en mis bolzillos, confundidamente sencillo.
The Ghost
I'm tired of coppin second hand, moping thru the land,
right and wrong's a curved path, straight fittin hand in hand,
thought's make me a bad man, action's keep me stranded,
but that's all gonna change when my brother jay's landed,
takin over, no game's, we aint into gettin fame,
only money's the objective & soon's the time frame,
fat pocket's, haze induced note's, i feen to cop a rain coat,
to sell to the leprechaun that sits under the rainbow.
smart cat's with the intelligence to make so many president's,
the white house goes broke for the plain fact we so diligent,
perfect sense, we militant, too much time in a residence,
make's your soul convert into a money hungry sentient,
no hesitance to bang your head against pipes that medicine,
won't ever calm the pain of us bringin upon the genesis,
remember who jumped up in it, stole the game simplistic,
faster heartbeat's than a new york minute, Omen.





