So Things Aren’t Going Smooth..

I wish i knew how to deal with life lately. Things are just so out of place, i guess its cause of me having to adjust to so many things at once. I have me wanting to leave school because i need to find a job, Plus the fact that i messed up by not going for a while so i have no choice now. The fact that i need money just makes everything so much more complicated. Money brings cars, clothes, phones etc plus women which is something i recently have been stressing. Women seem to piss me off.. why? because it hard as Fuck to find a decent, trustworthy, clean one these days. It doesn’t surprise me why I’m single still, i just refuse to put my trust anywhere where it’ll be broken again.

So im just a man drifting around wandering, looking for answers & hope.