Eternal Thought’s.

This is Blasphemy; i just met you and already i feel like telling you everything about me. Everything that makes me tick, think, live, act, inspire, feel. There’s a connection somewhere that makes me feel insane yet calm at the same time. You make me feel childish again, wanting to play hide and go seek in a field where there would only be us. Paint you a picture of how i see you in my mind & how i sense you in my aura. I want to just forget about my past and make past to remember contigo, present’s to open and live, Future’s to look forward to.

I write this because saying it isn't enough, & feeling it is confusing because how could this be? someone tell me, am i taking this too serious? i say I'm not, is that wrong? am i reaching out for something? Do i dare expose myself again after so long and of being hurt so many time’s and risking it happening quite possibly again? yes i say, I’ve gone truly mad and I'm gripping myself from letting my emotions kill me. “One step at a time” say’s the ever present presence in my mind, “yes; i know” i reply, but at the end of the night I’m still longing for something, what might it be? Could it already be in my life?