Sometimes i feel like i feel too much; If that makes sense at all. When i have something going well or bad in my life i feel it in my core, down past the bones into my soul. I feel as if this is something good because i put passion into everything but also terrifying cause if I'm ever broken down again i don't know how bad it’s going to affect me this time.
Recently I've been bitching about how shit isn't going right and what not, so i did something about it. I tried to change thing’s about me so i wouldn't have any doubt in my mind that i at least Did try & honestly shit is still going bad in some ways. I don't want to mess up or loose the good things i have in my life whether how insignificant or small they may be. I’m a man of many word’s but Simple maintenance that just want’s to be understood, Loved, Cared for, Feel like he has some value & Return all of that ten times to whom ever deserves it from me.
I’m going to hang in there because i honestly feel this is one of life's test to see if I can pick myself back up when I hit the ground running. I just want a normal life, Normal Family, Normal House, Normal Car but every aspect of life around it successful and adventurous & god damn it’ I’m going to get it thru hard work and patience.
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