We have one life, one chance to make a change, to leave a foot print in the sand, see who we are, set an example, fall in love, dream our dreams, change our changes, live our life the way we want to, im not talking about clothing or fast cars.. no.
i mean those things that make you literally see your soul in the mirror. i crave life; i desire it, i've been thru so much to not be anyone in this lifetime.
no i dont know if theres a God, or if were all just part of a never ending cycle, all i know is that i want to live. My life; 20 years have bought me to this moment. i've had nightmares wide awake tonight reliving the past, the fights, the beatings, the humiliations, the torment, the day i almost lost my life from a stray bullet, the day i swore i wouldnt walk again for about a month lying in a hospital bed, the struggles, the pain, the anguish.
I've had my body go into relapse right before my eyes tonight, i broke myself down, no.. not like before, i sat here and asked myself questions, real definitive questions, questions no one but me can ask myself.
i am strong, i am weak, i am able, i am condemned, i am forsaken, i am loved.
this is the only true definition of life, love, lust, emotions, without emotions we wouldn't see the beauty in what we treasure most, what attracts us to our soul mate if thats what you want to call it, cause for they are also in a journey of self seeking empowerment.
never forget; we and we only are the director, writer, actor in our own play & must choose to freely exemplify how we endear it. in this hectic life we must take a stand and just fall victim to the flowing wind that drifts us to where we want to be.
this is my legacy, this is my sound, this is the ever beating flash of abundance that's rebound,
from hill top, to capitol chivalry, i want to be remembered by who i came to be.
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